Disaster Kid

Name : VIN DEREK BELTRAN ABING
Age : 2 years old
Birthdate : SEPTEMBR 15, 2005
Birth Place : GENERAL SANTOS CITY - PHILIPPINES
Height : 2' 8" Ft
Weight : 15 kg


He is the son of my cousin. we are living in one roof. Though sometimes, he is irritating, but he indeed brings joy to where we live. We all love him. He is called as our "Disaster Master", why? because he is fond of destroying our things inside the house, when he feels he loves to ruin it. He loves to shout, and scream. He runs here and there. He has a lot of things we call an intermission number before he eats. He is hyper, especially during night time or whenever he can eat sweets or can drink soda.But most of all, he can't eat if he can't pra first. Eerytime he eats, he would ay "LORD FIRST".He is the KING of our house, and we LOVE him. He is simply my amazing Nephew.

what a wrong HOT day!....

I was told by my sister t go to a particular institution to apply. Without a doubt, the next morning, I go to the one she said without knowing where I can be able to find it. Without minding th HOTNESS of the weather, I ride a jeepney form our home, going to the downtown, where I think I can be able to find a jeepney route that could bring me to the location. I ride the route 10, and LUCKILY (how happy it is to say) I arrived safely and on time, but I still have a problem, How can I go back to our house again? huhuhuhu..... well well well.. I think I should mind first what I will do to the place, later on I can be able to think of what will I do to go back to our house. After my transaction, I go out to the building with my heavy documents, my slim slippers, a fashion inspired ripped pants, a cotton made shirt, and my small gray umbrella.I waited too long, trying to find a jeepney that could go directly to our house. But i ended up riding a jeepney going to downtown. I stopped at the downtown, and ride a jeepney which I am not aware that is going to the place where I came from. My ride ended up as turning around and around and around in the city. huuh! hggggggggr!... what a day!... I can't do anything but to think it as an experience.

Lesson : Know first where yu going, and be watchful and observant.

sad sad sad...

Today is like a BLUE day...
Even the sky is blue...
Where is Mr. Sunset?
I want to see you.
You are the one giving me strength and hope...
Where are you?
Where are you?
I need you now, to give me hope
Please paint a smile on my face...

I just simply longing for you...

Crushed!

One early morning, my mobile phone ringed, a number appeared and made me open my eyes, it's 0922_41_760.

A news that struck me from the caller.

How would you react in a possibility that you will be departed from the one you've always been with? A Situation that sometimes you can't avoid, for the reason that you probably understand but you refuse to understand.

There are really situations sometimes in our life that we have to think of every step that we will took part. It so glad to know that sometimes, there are people in our life that they consider us as their last word in the decision they will make, may it a Go or Not. It once happen to me, but I don't know how to react or what to say. maybe for reasons that I don't want to make mistake, especially, it matters about another person's life decision and not mine. My role? an adviser only. truly, my advise would one way or another make an impact to whatever the decision maybe.

Our conversation ended as me saying NO! a Big Big Big Huge NO!. What will happen or what will be the possibility of me saying NO!.. that I don't know, but just for one reason, I just said the word, that my heart dictates me to. and it's a NO!

My favorite Pillow

Something that is smooth, hugable, and and comfortable to embrace with while sleeping is what you call a pillow. It maybe big or small.
Mine is a small, smooth, and huggable pink pillow. It's my favorite, for it gives my comfort and relaxation whenever I sleep. I call this pillow "MiNe". I can't sleep without this, and can't even sit down in the corner fr too long without my pillow.
I just simply LOVE my "MiNe"

Green Piatos

It's 9:00 oclock in the evening, and I noticed someone opening our gate, as I was about to see, I saw my cousin in law bringing a food that I'm used before. It's been a long time that I am used of eating this food (we call it "chichiria"). I came to know this food from a friend who was once my confidante and someone who can relate on me. We were once an almost called as sisters, I sleep in her place, she slept in my place, we eat together, and even got time to bond with her sisters. I've learned a lot form her, and vise versa. She was the one who taught me ho to manage time in doing day's itinerary, and I was the one who taught her how to ride a jeepney from our school going home. But, that's not the plot of the story. Why is it that this "food" has a significance meaning in me? Knowing this buddy is quite weird. I could still remember, that every time, she has a problem, she eats nothing but this "food". And sometimes, I would know that she is stressed or having a problem if I saw this "food" in her closet, bag or in her bed. There was even once a time, that I called her over the phone, and she was crying, then before I go to their house, I stopped by a convenience store, I bought that "food" and a cup of ice cream. unknowingly, whe I arived with that, I then saw her face smiling. I was just a bit of wondering what's in there that made her felt okay and very fine. What's in the Green Piatos? hmmmmnnnn..........???

An unforgettable song...

There was a moment of my life wherein, I was once a Korean and taiwanese novel addict, merely because of my best buddy, her name in Bianca. She taught me a tawainese song from her favorite group. She gave me a month to memorize the song, and it took me week to memorize this song, funny, but everywhere I go I always bring the copy she gave to me, and I even put it in my wallet. The song is about two friends, that even they are opposite and different to each other, but they still consider themselves as best buds, it is titled as "You as a Friend".

"Dang Ni She Peng You"

[Ken:]
Zhe Ge Shi Jie Tai Duo Li You Bu Hui Shao Wo Yi Ge Ren
Shuo Yi Jing Xi Guan Bao Ci Chen Mo Bao Qian Leng Luo Ni De Er Duo Er
[Vanness:]
Wei Xiao Bing Bu Dai Biao Jie Shou Chen Mo Bing Bu Dai Biao Leng Mo
Dang Ni Fei Yue Wo De Lin Kong Ni Shi Fou Neng Kan Dong Zhe Yang De Wo
[Ken:]
Mei Ge Ren Wen Rou De Fang Shi Bu Tong
[Vanness:]
You De Xiang Zheng Feng You De Xiang Ba Huo
[Ken:]
You De Dou Fang Zai Xin Zhong
[Vanness:]
Mei Ge Ren Cheng Nuo De Fang Shi Bu Tong
[Ken:]
Duo Xiang Mei You Cuo Duo Shuo Mei You Yong Bu Ru Zuo Le Zai Shuo
[Chorus - Vanness and Ken:]
Zhi Yao Xin Li Dang Ni Shi Ge Peng You Shang Shan Xia Hai Jue Dui Er Hua Bu Shuo Ru Guo Ou Er Gen Ni Shi Qu Lian Luo Wo Zhun Zhong Ni Ji Mo De Zi You
Yin Wei Xin Li Dang Ni Shi Ge Peng You Zhong Shi Ren Ding Bu Shuo Ni Ye Hui Dong Ni You Ni De Wo You Wo De Jie Zou Zhen Xin Jiu You Xiang Chu De Ba Wo
[Vanness:]
Mei Ge Ren Wen Rou De Fang Shi Bu Tong
[Ken:]
You De Xiang Zheng Feng You De Xiang Ba Huo You De Dou Fang Zai Xin Zhong
[Vanness:]
Mei ge Ren De Chen Nuo De Fang Shi Bu Tong
[Ken:]
Duo Xiang Mei You Cuo Duo Shuo Mei You Yong Bu Ru Zuo Le Zai Shuo
(Chorus x2)

JoBhUnT - Day 3

"You're accepted as a staff nurse now, you can start to work on monday"... I've been dreaming of a lot of scenes and topics that night, but then, the story always ended up me finding a job. The latter phrase, is always been linking in my mind, and always been my inspiration that one day, I may able to hear a phrase like that. JOB! JOB! JOB! JOB!...
Sadly to know, that more than a half percent of Filipinos graduating each year that are Jobless, and unfortunately I'm one of those.
Day 3 of finding job.
It wasn't easy for me, that everyday I could see myself, walking down the 50 meters away street,from our house heading the highway to ride a jeepney going to the downtown area, where I could be able to showcase myself to get a job.
I go to the first hospital on my list. As I went there, there were a lot of us, waiting at the outside of the office, to be entertained as their applicant. I then said to myself, can I be able to survive from this crowd, am I competent enough to be hired, or can I really do this? .. I paused, and said... YES! I can! ... and then, I also apply to other institution, without knowing that I almost forgot my Physiological needs. to eat... And my chaotic day ended with a smile of accomplishment and a smile of amazement that I was able to do all of those things.
Nurse - Medically, they are the ones providing care and attending the needs of the patients in the hospital. Nowadays, it is said to be one of the in demand profession, locally and even world wide.
Since the last day I graduated, and after I passed the licensure exam. I've been trying to find way how to be employed in a hospital, and I would say it's really really and really difficult. Now?... Maybe, I can relate to the song that would say. "I'm little bit of crazy, I'm a little bit of fool, I'm a little bit of lonely"..

JoBhUnT - Day 2 Time + Me = Cost of the Day

8:30am, waaaaaaaaaaah!.... I was late for my target time of making my resume, arranging my papers, and having myself picture for the application. Grrrr!......
I Swiftly as it is, I then go to the my cousin's cafe, where I can avail 50% discount of using the internet and printing (thank you for the sponsors).
I made a new resume,and an application letter. The printing and PC rental cost Php85, but it only cost me Php40. Its really a privilege sometimes, having loved ones and friends in a business like this. Kudos!
I also get a copy of some of my important documents and certificates needed for the application, a Php1.50 each copy and I have 8 pages and 6 copies each, and it cost me Php72 pesos.
1:30pm, I had my lunch at the store in front of the cafe, and it cost me Php75, plus my jeepney fare of 24 pesos, going to the downtown, and going back to our house.
It was a day of both sacrifice, learning, and enjoyment. Bottom line, I've realized that everything is temporary, and if you're aiming for something, work for it.

JoBhUnT - Day 1 - A TaMbAy

I woke up from a buzz I set-up from my mobile phone "an alarm". It's 7:00 o'clock in the morning. I was stunned while staring at the ceiling, asking myself if I'll go or not. It's not the usual day. For few months my life is a 3am bedtime and 10:30am waking up time.Huh!... no choice, but I really have to wake up, arrange my papers, and fix myself.
The day started with a cold and refreshing shower, a breakfast of tuyo with vinegar, corned beef, and a cup of rice. I hurriedly walk down the street with my handful papers, a bunch of ballpens (in case some will not work), 2 pencils, my colorful post it, and my personal things in my bag. Huh! as if, I would go to th war with handful guns, armors and shields. The day has a temprature of 34 degree celsius.
I go to the hospitals and get their requirements for an applicant like me. And for the record, there were 6 hospitals I've gone. With the post it and pens I brought with me, I listed everything and every information I will be needing.
It was a different day and experience for me. For almost 16 years being a student, never did it linked in my mind that someday my life would be this. Before, it was easy for me seeing people looking for a job, sand even saying to myself that its just an easy work to do. But now, reality happens to me. Everything I've said before is far different and opposite to what I think it is before. For now,I am one of those millions of Filipinos they simply called in lay man's terms as "TAMBAY" - funny to hear, yet difficult to ponder on.